犯贱

懂什么叫犯贱吗？
就是明明可以装不懂，避而不见，不闻不问，
但偏偏就是要翻开真相，
然后张大眼睛，
用力去看清楚伤害自己的事情，
用力地去感受心被刺痛的真实感，才算事实。


不然就是明明可以装没有一回事，
但遍遍就是要追究到底，
要对方把所有早知道的真相说出来，
心被从嘴巴吐出来的话语给扎伤
换来痛，
才感觉那是事实，
才肯接受。


其实根本不需要，
其实根本早知道，
只是太会自我安慰，
只是太犯贱。

寂寞症候群

寂寞会吞噬人心
往往不该发生的事情
都在寂寞里头上演

我称它为寂寞症候群
个个都在扮演不该饰演的角色
他们都在说着从没想过的台词

空虚的寂寞症候群
有的只有回忆吗？
为什么老是倒带悲伤的真实
悲伤是因为疼还是只是因为寂寞？

寂寞让空虚膨胀
空虚让悲伤翻腾
悲伤让眼泪挥霍
眼泪最后还是像雨水般滋养寂寞蔓延
可笑的寂寞症的恶性循环

寂寞症候群的人们
还在傀儡般的玩着爱情游戏吗？
沉溺于无限上映的往事影画吗？
还是浑浑噩噩生活里收集眼泪？

寂寞的症候群
寂寞的人们
找不到离开的出口

love the way you lie

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

But that's alright because I love the way you lie,

love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

我真的只可以无奈。。

I do wish I could go back to the time where I first met you, and just walk away 。。。

也许这是句歌词，也是使你炒回来的。
我看了，真的很难受。
可能你没试过这种无奈，难受，伤心的感觉。。
我真的很死你！
我要你后悔！就像你要婷婷后悔这样！
我~没有爱情会难过~还没到会死的地步勒~

还是那一句~
I have 5 fingers, and the middle one’s for YOU !!

diu lei t(=.=t) u really make me angry

24-07-2010

我的天呐！我开始觉得他们都不是我的对手了！

因为！现在已经下午了！我既然还没有累！

昨天4点睡下去了== 结果6点被爸爸骂起来~

因为昨天架他的车，忘记把车钥匙放回原位~

我把它帮在bag~~爸爸最讨厌我驾他的车~

因为我是accident queen !! 哈哈

然后！到现在就睡不下了~我的妈吖！！

to you

I miss you so much but I don't even dare to tell you.

Why? why i feel so moody ?

Cause I miss you ? I miss your voice ?

I'm so pathetic. Where's my pride since I fall in love with you?

I want it back. My emotion are control by you. I don't like it.

If there's next life, I want to forget you.

Cause I just can't let you go in this life.

I love you a lot. I miss you a lot. I just can't stop adore you.

You are not sweet.

I wonder if you put spell on me and makes me fall for you.

unlucky day

argh , its really so unclucky !!

my handbag , my wallet ,my handphone ~~

all has been robbed !! what the hell you stupid malay !

still dare push me !! my leg , my hand , all bleeding .

after that go clinic wash the wound ! super duper pain ~

when i fall , i din cry , when the doctor help he wash da wound ==

i cry like hell !! its really pain

after that i go report T^T

hope you 2 will kena catch !!

dunno why == just now my leg nonstop bleeding again..

later still need go clinic ..

haha , but can claim insurans ~

curse you !!! stupid idiot malay !!

diu 9 lei !!!! angry argh ...

18年后，又是一条好汉

这种观念在中国已经是根深蒂固，是无孔不入的！民间妇女杀鸡杀鸭也时常会念叨着：“做鸡做鸭无了时，希望你下辈子去做有钱人的儿子。”乃至于，连那些死刑犯在临刑的时候，也会大喊一声：“老子，十八年后又是一条好汉。”诸如此类，举不胜举！

　　其实，人世间的轮回与转世都是佛教的基本观念，佛教里认为有生就有死，有情欲就有轮回，有因缘就有果报，所以生生世世做朋友是可能的，永生永世做爱侣也是可能的，当然，一再地做仇敌也是可能的……

　　在《出曜经》里有一首谒，便很能点出生死轮回的本质：

　　伐树不尽根，虽伐犹复生；

　　伐爱不尽本，数数复生苦。

　　犹如自造箭，还自伤其身；

　　内箭亦如是，爱前伤众生。

　　在这里，爱作欲解，没有善恶之分，被仇恨的箭所射固然受伤，被爱情的箭射中也是痛苦的，一再而再的箭就带来不断的伤，生生世世地传下去。





















一个人，一个人生，过得不好，不代表人生会重来，或者为你中断。

遇到挫折，很多人都试过，只是刚好有些人遇到的比较严重，或许不适合发生在他现在的年龄。

20出头，大多数的人都是在吃喝玩乐，狂喝酒，狂抽烟，狂夜店，当然有的在狂读书

拿着爸妈的钱到处耀虎扬威说大话的更不少，20出头，真的是说小不小，说老不老。

20出头遇到挫折，其实未必是件坏事，让他早点看清楚这个社会的丑恶，看清楚这个社会多奸诈。

当一位父亲面临生意失败，他要负担的有家人，父母，房子，车子。他为了家人，不得不重新抓紧拳头站起来。

当20出头遇到生意失败，他要面对的，就是他自己那颗已经被人伤到不行的心。

在这个时候发生，好过在他有家人老婆的时候发生。

让他早点看清楚这个社会，或许现在很多人在背后取笑他，看不起他。

可是，他努力过，他拼过！在他最重要的人离开他时，他忍着痛，努力拚出自己的事业。

比起那些跟他同年代出身的，他好太多了。

要是你的人生会活到100岁，现在，他还有70+年要过。

终不能放弃吧，过这样几天，他就觉得自己是废人，那就不要当70年的废人！

看着那些可笑的人，就像我说的，伤口洒了盐，真的很痛。可是好的更快。

当作他们在为你撒盐，伤过了，痛过了，就好了。

真的很相信人在做，天在看，这句话

坏人就交给天来收他。

听了他的故事，真的有感动到。

并不是觉得他可怜或是什么。

朋友，你真的是大好青年。佩服佩服

你可以重新振作起来！家人都会在后面支持你。不管再跌个几次，他们还是会把你扶起来。

哈哈，记得，够够力再拼一下！！！没有人可以再把属于你的东西抢走！








好啦，朋友的说完了。
到我自己的。。







我看了我这位朋友，开始自卑。
差不了几岁，别人在努力奋斗。
我却还在伸手跟家人拿钱。
爸爸妈妈，现在你们给我的。
我以后一定以倍换给你们。。
好好读书，做个女强人！！
赚多多钱~数钞票数到手抽痉！哈哈哈哈~
这个是妈妈的梦想！


等等，我不是那些lv gucci 的fans哦~~
我不会拿它们当神来拜，看着那些fans..
都觉得她们可怜。拿着别人送的lv.里面的钱是自己赚来的？
还是骗来的？？还是里面什么都没有？？
你自己赚得了多少？唱场歌，够你买那么多lv吗？？
够换你的学费吗？？
没有那么大顶头，就不要带那么大顶帽 ==
外面的人都被你骗得团团转。
不好意思，我看得一清二楚！！
外表甜美可人，心理却诡计多端
可悲！

if ....

If I do something stupid, will you mad?
If I'm in trouble, will you worry?
If I die, will you sad?
If I'm gone, will you look for me?
If I'm lost, will you bring me back?
If I make things worst, will you make it right?
If I'm so stubborn, will you let me be?
If I make you so mad, will you forgive me and still love me?


i hope that you will answer me ..


If you've done something stupid, I will be very mad.
If you're in trouble, I will worry so much and help you.
If you die, I will be heartbroken.
If you're gone, I will look for you every single place we've been to. I thought you might wait for me at there.
If you're lost, I will lead you.
If you make things worst, I will make it right for you.
If you are so stubborn, I will let you be. Sometimes, I will be stubborn too.
If you make me mad, I will love you still and forgive you

失眠夜

糟糕，又失眠了。

怎么会这样@@

最近真的好穷好穷。。

穷到眼泪都快出来了，谁来救我啊！




还有，快要病了。

开始伤风发烧了。

倒霉，我的身体还真烂。

现在千万不能病，我需要赚很多钱。

9月才能出国！

加油！给它死灌几颗panadol!!

明天还是壮的像头牛！

spain is da champion !!

ya ~~ spain is champian ~~~~~!!!!!
but i lose =="
win at extra time got what use jek ??
i lose money also .. aihhh ...
sad like hell ... stupid sotong ...
if u here ... i bakar u and eat ~

not nice not nice!! predators not nice

just reach home ...
predators really not so nice...
macam power ranger litat ....
after that we go watch football ...
nice than power ranger =P
i want watch twilight leh !!!!!
when when when ???
when just can see ???
hehehe... we all next sat wanna go club luu =)
happy laa ~
tonight damn happy la....
love u all...muahx

Predators ♥

PREDATORS 2010 ♥
HERE I COME !!!




yeah ~ tomorrow we going to watch PREDATORS ler =)
so happy ~ qi dai qi dai ~
dunno nice or not leh ..
i think is not bad 1 la xD




predators

predators

♥
♥
♥

the man i really love =)

--nick alec--
this pic is he send to me when i birthday ~
of coz still add in my birthday song ~ but ~ just half only~
hahahaha
the guy i really love him ...
hehe .. potugis swiss india chinese ~
this time i remember xD



this is da pic i most like ..
contact picture .. so cute ><
hahaha ....

but ... all past .... all end le ...
maybe i not a good girlfriend ..
hope u will get a good gf soon ..
a very kind , clever , lenglui gf ..
ya !! stil can speak english very well ..
my english was too poor ...
sorry about that >< need u speak chinese to me ..
nick =) yao xing fu la !!!
and .. dun smoke to much ..
always save drive .. back early .. and becareful
haha .. i know i always kep blablabla .. sorry about that ..
now i will stop blablabla le .. coz i want you be happy ^^
good luck to u ...

REMEMBER ARR !!
DUN SMOKE !!
SAVE DRIVE!!
BACK EARLY !!
BE CAREFUL !!


jing yi really leave u le .. take care =)

germany vs spain

yess !!! this time i bet spain win !!!
yeahhhhh!!!!!!!them win !! i am so happy ~ woohooo
i think this year champion are spain !!
their keeper too geng dy !!! wooo~~ shuai !!! man!!!!
come on ~~ spain GOAL !!!!!!

just back from melaka

just back from melaka ..
but i am damn emo now !!

wXX !! so shit my frd got his fb ..
when i saw those comment i was damn jealous !!
why i want be so emo at here and he so happy and hau fa fa at thr..
when i told him i going melaka...he din care also==
so !! nevermind ...
i am super stronger woman ~~ cheer up !!!



你会有报应的！！！！

气
气
气

= wai yeap = 一个勤劳到半夜三更的男生

呵呵！！他啊~~就是这两天~我睡不下~
一直吵他~~的waiyeap
他啊。。超级勤劳~在为自己的事业打拼！
超man的。。他的体力因该有12只牛那么多吧。
都不会累的~
也不知他即使要带我去吃kajang satay ??
老板？？何时啊？？呵呵
天天半夜都在工作，小心不要累坏~
回家叫妈妈给你喝罐鸡精补补下~
不然你的骨头会散掉的~~ >.<
事业顺利！！发啊~~旺啊~~
不要再说我喝醉哦

特别感谢eugene chen

哈哈~谢啦！！
多亏你~我才会有这个blog.
非常感谢你。
我也看了你的blog。。
哈哈。。看了又给人心酸的感觉
虽然我不知头不知尾。。
不过还是希望你。。
开心
幸福






你说：下辈子可以选的话，我要做女人。。。然后在找一个像我这样的男人

我说：下辈子不管可不可以选！开刀还是变性！我都要做男生！找一个像我这样的女人！

My 2nd blog =)

this is my 2nd blog .. my 1st blog has been delete by my ex
haiz .. so pity =(
i always write my blog with chinese..
maybe i hope u will saw my blog and view it ..
and u r banana , ma fan ==
i really cant believe that i got a boyfriend from KL ..
you know that. i really dunlike those bimbo ..
and those playboy..
haha...maybe my bf also a playboy...
i also dun know ... i just know..i cheat u 1 time
that time u treat me really good..so sweet..
i really feel so sorry coz i cheat u ...
so , i tell u the truth...that so funny , haha
maybe u angry me , angry that 1 cheat u..
but please dun play me ok ... i know you are not in my friendlist in facebook.
know y i din private my wall ? thats bcoz i can let u c i din do any wrong thing..
and..i donwan to saw your wall..i dunwan saw those status ..
i so jealous...i will check all da comment u write to girl..
but..damn..my friend was in ur friendlist..
i will kep use her fb go view urs..
when i saw those thing u write .. i super angry + sad
everynight i cant sleep .. i feel so lonely ..
you always hang out with frd .. very bz..
when u know i operation .. u din ask me why i operation also..
yesterday..we argue.. i say donwan couple with u again..
u say sorry to me..i feel so happy and i treat u like before again..
but..just 24 hour...what pink top girl??
u know i talking what , i not talking ur bads also..
i wanna let u know got a girl will always cry because of u ..
and she will always wait u reach hm just can slp..
she scare u hungry , scare u sad ...
she always ngam ngam ngam .. coz she worry u .
she need you to care her.. acc her..



nick alec ...
if u no love me anymore ..
please let me go ..
if u love me ...
please appreciate me..